Everything will be better, just look up..

I managed to get a hold of Kenny and had a table talk with him. I really am sorry for what happened to your car bro. I'd pay you and your mom once I have the cash. Im struggling right now too and as much as I hate my dad, I can't let him suffer. Your advice was good though..

I thank you for saying that me and your sis will have a chance in the future. If now is not the time, then just wait. I'm waiting and hoping now. I liked how he said; "just don't tell my mom. If you wanna kiss your luck goodbye, then ask her permission". Atleast he kinda understands what I'm going through. None of my friends are there for me when this shit got down.

You backstabbed me, I never did nothing. How can you call yourself a friend?

Not everyone can be trusted. I guess this was the reason why I stayed home with you most of the time after college.

I'm tired, sitting here at Banana Leaf with Jake, nice guy. Vowed to have my last cigarette as I start the 1st of July. Hoping for a new beginning. Please be good.

You're coming back in 18 days. I'm scared..