It wasn't really a good day today..

I thought I could get you back by changing my ways. Being nice to you. I guess not. We barely spoke and all we do is argue on the phone.

As much as I wanted to kill myself, I just couldn't. It's not my nature to hurt anyone I love. If I do kill myself, the outcome would be drastic. My family would cry over my dead body and you, you would cry too eventhough you're not with me. I still have this feeling that you are attached to me. I just cant get over it. Maybe I'm naive hoping for something, maybe I'm just gullible and stupid. 

Love makes a man crazy..