I'm at the verge of giving up right now. I really love her but, what can I do? She avoids me, she doesn't want to speak about us, she's still communicating with her ex. If only I can sweep her off her foot like how I did before. I'm feeling numb inside just to make her feel happy. Is this what love really is? Sacrificing yourself for someone else. I know there's plenty of fish in the sea but she's a rare catch.
I always wonder if she still wears my ring, if she still has that photograph of me in her purse? So many things I would want to ask.
She told me her mom is going to bring her to Bali when she's back, she only has three weeks. I'm trashed. My surprise won't be much of a surprise now. I don't know what to do. I might move on to Singapore and live my life but I don't want to run away from my problems.
Please just forgive me and give me a chance, I don't deserve this.
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